Love and Hate are SO close to Equal in emotion that they can be interchangeable but. I guess when you hear someone say that "there is no love without Murder" I can see their meaning.
Love is SO hard to come by but also hard to deal with. you just can't be too selfish in a relationship. There are two parts to it for a reason.
I LOVE my baby and my boyfriend/fiancee` and I can't wait to finally get married to him! We are the longest engaged couple that i have ever known. All of my other friends are getting married or all ready married.
I have been with my beau since July 2010 living with him since September 19 2010 ( my 18 b-Day). And I want to finalize our relations but i still debate with myself over whether its worth it. To me I guess we are already married heart to heart. But it will make me happy to put it in stone.
Before It happens though, I would rather like to fall in love with him again. We have been an old grouchy kid watching couple too long. We need to be romantic again! Can I teach him to be? Can I be?!!?
I can't wait to get married!! I want to have what every one around me has. My baby and my boyfriend are the loves of my life. And I want to see this relationship put in stone or government paper or whatever it takes!
I want us to get along, and stop grouching, and start going on walks like when we fell in love.
I knew He was the man for me when he gave me a toad for the first time.
It was an anxious night in Arkansas when you could see every winking star and the wind was sweeping past and nothing bad was with it. We were walking along and talking the night away. I remember being a little put off and moon eyed, and I kept talking about how I really wanted to see a toad.
We happened to be near his apartment at a school Park. He had to go to the restroom and so he left me there gazing up at Orion and looking for the pleiades and wondering if we would ever be a couple. Next thing I know he is standing over me and he tells me to hold out me hands. Of course immediately I'm suspicious. I have older brothers, I know what that means.
To my very delightful surprise he handed me a toad!
And Oh! What a Toad!!
It was gold and black and dirt brown with green spots and the texture was just bumpy and course. As toads are expected to be. I hugged that boy so hard I think he thought I would never let go. I'm pretty sure I kissed him too.
He never even went to pee. The toad he said was on his way and he thought that it might not be there when he got out so he grabbed it instead.
It was the sweetest most bazaar nights of my life.
You see I don't really like toads. I mean they're toads. They're not bad, but they aren't a dog or anything. I just was wishing that if I could find a realistic thing and hold it as a sign that the person I was with had a chance of being "The One". Then yeah, sure a toad.
Toads are not gruesome creatures, they are rather magnificent and they hold certain properties that many people of the non- magic/medicinal world wouldn't understand. I mean common!! Trevor was an awesome friend to Neville in Harry Potter.
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Love is a wondrous adventure. As well as scary and cruel. I also believe that Marriage is a thing between people not the government or Religious factions.
If a man and a man want to go through the outrageous-ness that is marriage, then so be it. Personally i think couples of gay nature have the longest standing Relationship statistics ever. some wait ten twenty years before they move to get married. mainly because of the laws of the stupid USA but I feel that they have to have some kind of saint like statures because I doubt I can live with my man for ten plus years and not have to be with him
Ugh I'm such a romantic!! ♥
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